A New Inner Goddess Letter

Meeting My Inner Goddess

Even though my inner goddess has always been with me, I had not really met her until a recent series of events. So, allow me to review:

• May 2015-My mom passed after an extended six month battle with various illnesses and complications after a stroke. Absolute devastation.
• March 2016-My dad passed from a sudden heart attack, even though I’m convinced he died of a broken heart. Absolute shock.
• November 2016-My grandmother was diagnosed with Dementia and Alzheimer’s. Then in April 2017, I took formal responsibility and became her Legal Guardian.
• January 2017-I took a graduate course in Buddhist Meditation to help with my grief. I think I actually have seen glimpses of my inner goddess during those meditation assignments. However, I still hadn’t realized her absolute power at that point.
• May 2017-I decided after all the grief and responsibilities I’d been dealing with, I needed a retreat before I had a significant breakdown. So, one of my girlfriends had moved to Arizona, and I asked if I could come to visit for a few days. I ended up meeting with a Shaman in Sedona on that trip and again, seen glimpses of my inner goddess. I called that trip my “anywhere the wind takes me” retreat. Stay tuned for more detailed info about my experience during that trip on a future post.
• December 2017-My favorite wildflower soul gifted me a journal (pictured above). It was simple and small, but probably one of the best gifts I’ve ever received. It was in the pages of this journal where I actually met my inner goddess.
• March 2018- While attending an online healing summit, I discovered SARK. As part of an exercise, I meditated then asked to connect with my higher self. Afterward, I began writing. The exciting thing, though, is that the letter I wrote was signed “your inner goddess.” Wow! It was amazing! The message was encouraging, motivational, and, most of all, supporting. That night I slept like a baby, I felt so free and empowered.

Accessing My Inner Goddess

Let me tell you, once I met her and started using this divine energy, my dreams began turning into reality. I mean, I couldn’t believe I had suppressed her so deep in all my 46 years of living in this lifetime. I even gave a little energy to “what if” thoughts. What if I had never suppressed her? Where would I be now? How would my life be different? However, I didn’t spend too much energy on those thoughts because she is absolutely glowing now. I can’t change the past; I can only try to be a better version of myself today than I was yesterday.

Now that she and I are working in sync, I call upon her guidance often. However, one of the main ways I access her is during the lunar cycle. On the day of the dark moon, I meditate first. Then, I get out my journal, call upon my inner goddess, and ask for guidance in setting my intentions for the cycle. She shows up and gives written guidance, then I set my intentions and start turning those dreams into reality.

Living My Dreams in California

Since my last “Inner Goddess Letter” post, I have had a whirlwind of positive energy! We now live in the state of our dreams, California! At nearly 50 years old, my husband and I started all over, which has been a phenomenal experience. I love my new home state! It has only been six months, but I am already establishing genuine connections.

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One of the main reasons we moved to California is because I love the beach. In the Midwest, the closest beach was an 8-hour drive, at least, which involved a lot of planning and saving for “vacation.” Now, I can literally get up and go! On Sunday, January 26, 2020, I did just that! I woke up and let Eli out. It was a gorgeous day! Plenty of sun and temps in the 60’s, so I decided it was the perfect day for a road trip. I let my husband know that I was going to go to the beach to ground for a couple of days. Then I reserved a room with a balcony overlooking the ocean, threw some clothes in an overnight bag, and 1 1/2 hours later, I was at the beach!

January 27, 2020

Typically my Inner Goddess Letters occur during the dark moon for guidance in setting intentions. However, during this dark moon, I sought guidance from my Angel Oracle cards. So, after I completed my day of grounding and detox Sunday, my Inner Goddess offered guidance the next day:

Happy New Year, baby girl!

This year is going to be amazing for you! You are finally going to take the action steps you have been avoiding to lean into who you are destined to be. You are going to move forward in ways you have never imagined because you have work to do! Your light will shine brighter than it ever has. All of those limiting beliefs you have will be released. You will continue to unveil your truth and live in your authenticity. You will live through your Divine Goddess power. Self-care will be your priority, you will take care of yourself and focus on your holistic health. Your mind, body, and soul will heal inside out. You will be a light for countless others, inspiring them to heal as well. You will be doing what you have been destined to do all along, helping others! As long as you stay grounded in gratitude and continue to seek Divine guidance and support, you WILL BE SUCCESSFUL!!! Do not be afraid, have faith, and lean on me for support. Go be Nikki Rhodes!

Love,
Your Inner Goddess

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My frequency is shifting, which has awakened my inner goddess.  Divine guidance is now leading my journey.  Therefore, I am sharing my knowledge and life experiences.

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